Sweet Serenity

"Diyan naman magaling ang mga lalaki eh, sa patay malisya!!"
- Eunica Dee.

hahahahahahahaha. nuff said. :))

I've realized that it's okay to be sad. It's not something we should avoid. Kasi, kapag pinagtakpan natin nang pinagtakpan yung nararamdaman nating kalungkutan, lalo itong lalabas at mas titindi pa. So, savor nalang natin yung mga times na malungkot tayo. Because the next time we hurt, it wouldn't be as hard as the last time. Letting our hearts feel pain is a part of moving on.

Kahit na mawala yung bagay na masyado nating pinapahalagahan, may mga binibigay pa din si God. Tiingin tingin tayo sa paligid, ang dami pang nagbibigay kasiyahan satin.

I think God is teaching me not to set my heart on just one thing because by doing that, I fail to recognize His other gifts. So even if there are trying times, I'll always be happy.Ü

My Saturday went fairly well. :)

Had a visit from old friends and met some new ones. Will go to SM later with my mom.

It's raining again. Uh-huh.

Finally it's Friday. Gonna enjoy my weekend, that's for sure. :) Not so thrilled about Monday. Oh well, that's still two days away. I won't let it spoil my weekend.

*Sleep*Eat*Play*

Ha! This is the life. :P

It rained. Uh-huh. But why is it so hot? Irritating. :

Not so thrilled for tomorrow. I'm going to find out my grade for programming. I hate that subject. All I can do is try to live with it, for everybody's sake.

I'm so tired. I forgot the hand outs I was supposed to read SO I have to wake up earlier tomorrow to study. My class is 7 am. Bummer.

--VACATION--VACATION--VACATION--GRADUATION--.

I think I'm beginning to hate tha rain. : I miss the sunlight. But I love the cold. Yeah, life IS full of contradictions. :P

Just got home. So tired. Today I bought a dress for my bestfriend's debut. Good for her. She's finally gonna be a lady. I'm really proud of her.

Right now I want to be alone somewhere. Somewhere where I could write and read as I please. But it seems that having some time alone is now a luxury for me. It seems that whatever I do, someone is looking. Scrutinizing. Sometimes I want to build a cocoon around me and come out when I've taken control of my life.

But don't get me wrong. I am happy. Just wondering what I could have been if things were different. But not that I want to change anything. I love my life. When it comes right down to it, I am pretty much blessed. And I thank God for that.

My faith is strengthened everyday. With every trial, every fear, every pain I face I am strengthened. I learn something new. I think that's the thing I really need. Nothing else.